Through Myself and Back Again

2022—current

Through Myself and Back Again is a psychological, surreal, abstract figurative/landscape series based on my exploration of interpersonal and intergenerational trauma, time, interconnectivity, and the infinite. Centering on perpetually interwoven material human and earthly comprehension, shared between current and ancestral figures co-existing both within and beyond the limits of possible life experiences and exceeding the known, I create paintings seeking a consciousness that transcends my own tangible place and existence.

Good Bones

Life is short, though I keep this from my children.
Life is short, and I’ve shortened mine
in a thousand delicious, ill-advised ways,
a thousand deliciously ill-advised ways
I’ll keep from my children. The world is at least
fifty percent terrible, and that’s a conservative
estimate, though I keep this from my children.
For every bird there is a stone thrown at a bird.
For every loved child, a child broken, bagged,
sunk in a lake. Life is short and the world
is at least half terrible, and for every kind
stranger, there is one who would break you,
though I keep this from my children. I am trying
to sell them the world. Any decent realtor,
walking you through a real shithole, chirps on
about good bones: This place could be beautiful,
right? You could make this place beautiful.

— Maggie Smith

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